Six of Air

First Impressions: Movement

Six of Air
Dark Goddess Tarot

Book: Goddess of arts, healing, and battle, being initiated to battle, this is a time of learning

Guidance: Accept guidance and find your purpose, prepare for challenges, learn from trusted teachers, balance activities

Journaling:

Wow! What an interesting card to draw today for what I learned from today. I’ve been asking what the next steps are and where I go from here. I’m being led and this card is telling me to accept guidance and find my purpose. Every time I ask to be led, it keeps coming back to tarot. I love tarot and it has really helped me to make that final push to heal and all of the work I’ve done to date has been amazing, but it is the tarot work that has been pushing me thee last few yards.

What I love about it is that it is the same that is different. I read the cards with my mind and my heart. I will continue to pray and meditate and allow myself to be guided wherever this journey takes me.

December 18, 2017

I’m still not sure what it all means, but I know I cannot earn what I earn now by doing tarot and I need to earn my salary.

December 25, 2017

The message I’m being given is to trust and I will be taken care of. I need to trust that it will all turn out the way it is meant to. It is incredibly hard to live a life of trust and surrender as those two words are the antithesis of my personality, but I really need to let go of my need to control my destiny and trust that they have something amazing and wonderful in store for me and that all I need to do is to take the next step. I know I’ve been guided to where I’m at today and that the next step has appeared as I’ve needed to take it, so why should I doubt that they will continue to guide me and be there for me?

Journaling:

There is sadness where there should be tremendous joy. I am at a time in my life where there is a tremendous potential for joy, but I’m feeling depleted and isolated. I’m feeling tremendously alone. The book suggest that I’m finding it hard to find anything to be grateful for and my mind is foggy and confused. This is all so true as I’m finding it difficult to be grateful. I am so focused on the negative aspects of my job that I’m forgetting that I have a lot to be grateful for and have a lot of blessings in my life. I’m also trapped in a place of fear that is not suiting me well at all.

I need to work to turn this around and to greet the new day with a song of gratitude. I have so much to be grateful for:

I have a job that pays the bills
I have a beautiful home
I have kids that are smart and nice
I have opportunities
I have money in the bank
I’m reducing my blood sugar
I’m starting to eat more healthy foods

December 25, 2017

I’m realizing that these entries were the start of turning things around because even though I started out talking about my sadness and loneliness, I was able to get myself back to a place of gratitude. I never truly understood when people said you had a choice about your attitude and your emotions. I always just thought that your emotions were kind of like the weather and that you just had to deal with them. However, I have started to realize that I can change my emotions and I can choose to be happy. I can also choose to feel each and every emotion and acknowledge them. I think acknowledging the difficult emotions is key. I don’t have to act super happy if I’m grieving, but I can acknowledge the grief and also acknowledge the gratitude.

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