First Impressions: Balance, creating something magical
Book: Eternal rainbow linking heaven and earth, mastery over water and earth, uniting of conscious and subconscious, the path to enlightenment, adaption,
Guidance: By cooperating with other people, you can achieve great things, work on improving yourself
Journaling
This card is about balancing and adapting. I have not done such a good job of that this week. I’ve let myself be pushed into things that are not in my best interests, like giving up my poetry night. I’ve also not had the time to myself I’ve needed. Cam has chosen to go home instead of go to class and that’s meant I haven’t had the peace and solitude that I crave. Maybe the message here is that I need less solitude and ore time with people.
What I really need to do is to find and embrace my tribe. I’m not there yet and I don’t know how to get there. Making friends is really hard for me. I don’t think I’m alone in that as suburbia makes it hard and working remote doesn’t help.
December 29, 2018
One of the things that I have realized lately is that I do have my tribe. They might not be close, but they do care about me and they are there to listen to me and to help me. Maybe that is what is right for me. I do know that I have been opening my heart and asking the universe to help me find my tribe. I just need to have confidence that when it is right, it will show up and it will be great.
Cairn by Cairn 