First Impressions: Darkness, howling, intuition, lunacy
Book: Moon is the light in the darkness, Fearing what we do not understand, Primal need guides us on our journey
Guidance: Listen to your dreams, allow the moon to caress you
Journaling
The moon can be about peace or lunacy. The moon can also be a time of great healing. I feel as if my soul is healing today as I let go of all the things that are holding me back. I really need to work sometimes to stay in touch with myself and to let go of everything that brings me down. One of the things I really need to let go of is perceptions. I have perceptions about what other people think and how other people perceive me. That’s where the illusions come in. I assume people think poorly of me or are judging me when that is rarely the case. People usually have either a positive or neutral impression of me, but my own self loathing gets in the way and I project my feelings about myself.
I need to stop doing that. I also need to just stop worrying about what other people think of me. At the end of the day, I need to just STOP. I need to let go of that because I cannot control what other people think of me. The only person I can control is me.
December 25, 2018
One of the most important lessons I have learned this year is that I need both my brain and my heart. My heart and intuition is great, but sometimes I delve into paranoia and that is not healthy for me. Sometimes my paranoia feels like intuition and when that happens I am in trouble. I’ve learned that the trick for me is to step back and ask myself whether it makes logical sense and if it is negative. It’s taken me a while, but I am learning to differentiate between intuition and paranoia. I’ve found that it is usually paranoia if I’m telling myself that everyone is against me.
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