First Impressions: Go within, listen to your inner wisdom
Book: Self knowledge, withdraw, contemplate what you know, solitude, self examination
Guidance: Do not withdraw too long
Journaling
What a perfect card to draw today. This reflects where I am and my need to listen to my body. I’ve been feeding it sugar to shut it up, but my body is just screaming louder and louder . My life is finally starting to be what I want, but I am killing myself with sugar.
Dearest Beloveds,
Please change me into someone with natural health and vitality who does not need sugar to make it through the day. Please help me to be someone with natural vitality who feels good with her body and treats her body with respect.
July 7, 2018
It’s interesting that this was Christmas and I didn’t touch on that once. I’m not sure why. We had a good Christmas that year and a beautiful treat that was in front of the window. We didn’t know it at the time, but it was Luke’s last Christmas with us.
John always called me a hermit and i always took offense, but I’m realizing that he was right, i am a hermit. I don’t like parties and crowds and that there is nothing wrong with that. It’s okay to to be a hermit and not a social butterfly. I’m finally learning to truly accept me for me and embrace who I am. That is so huge for me.
Cairn by Cairn 