First Impressions: Loss of money, disillusioned, loss of wholeness
Book: Gift of resources, health issues, lack of firm opportunity, refusing to play it safe, be careful about finances, delays
Guidance: Do not undervalue this gift, shift your priorities, stay put for now, be cautious financially
Journaling
Interesting card to draw. I’m not sure what it means, but I will pay attention. My gut tells me it is not about money, but about health and that I need to make this the year to truly pay attention to my body. I know I need to cut the sugar as it is literally killing me. But that means I need to develop alternative energy sources. My current strategy is to just keep sucking down sugar, but that’s not working. I need to eat slower burning energy sources that will give me longer lasting energy.
July 7, 2018
I am still sucking down too much sugar and starches and not eating the right things at all. I am abusing my body and there are days I feel like an alcoholic as I just crave the stuff and I cannot stop drinking soda. I don’t know what the solution is, but maybe it is to take a week off and spend some time getting in touch with my body and figuring out what feels right.
I also need to dig back into the Good Mood cookbook. It has such good guidance in it, but I haven’t made the time or energy to dig into it. I am going to commit to reading it this month and putting the principles into practice next month as I will be home most of the month.
Cairn by Cairn 