First Impressions: Not being open, feeling needy, not connected to the earth
Book: Feeling uprooted and off center, withholding hospitality, consumed by work, becoming a homebody, shutting out family and friends
Guidance: Find balance, let go of worry, trust your instincts
Journaling
This represents where I’m at today as I’m feeling out of sorts and out of balance It feels as if I am spending all my time working and don’t have time to have a relationship. I feel depleted and as if I am overwhelmed at work.
I know I have to actually make the effort to change things and meet people and create the balance I deserve. I’m just not 100 percent sure how to do that.
May 27, 2018
I’m not exactly sure where I’m at on this today. I’m not even sure if I want to meet people or if that is pressure from other people talking. Most of the time, I’m actually pretty fine with where my life is and I’m really learning to let go of the need to follow everyone else’s drum beat. I mostly like being my own person and having time for me. There are days I’m not even sure I want a relationship because it is nice to be my own person and not have to share decision making. I can be selfish and make the right decisions for me without having to take someone else’s opinion into account. That is kind of a nice place to be.
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