Five of Earth

Five of Earth Gaian Tarot

First Impressions:  This card makes me think of being safe inside of a cocoon while the world blows around me.  It makes me think of holding space and being in a peaceful place.

Book:  You are dealing with stress at a severe level, most likely your work, home, or your finances.

Journaling:

It is interesting that I drew this card because I just journeyed structure.  I was meditating and I was cocooned in a womblike structure.  I felt safe and secure and people were holding space for me while I was in this dwelling.  Someone was standing outside watching so I would be protected.  I felt totally safe within this space.

I’m not really in a true crisis right now, but maybe my mind created a crisis so I could find this sanctuary.  Life is good as I am employed and I’m making progress on my health, but I do need to feel safe and secure and I’m not sure of the best way to do that.

I have the skills to survive any crisis.

January 2, 2018

I know for some people this womblike structure would feel isolated or lonely, but for me it appears snug and secure and it is something I’m realizing I need in my own life.  I need to create a safe space for myself and part of that is having a space to curl up and feel secure in.  In some ways, my wood room is that space as the kids are pretty good about letting me have that space and not interrupting.